Revive

Just like a warm breeze in a freezing cold winter..
like a deep breath
like a sincere smile
Just when I thought I forgot how to feel

A part.. a phase
that previously was not
and yet will happen again
just a  part.. a mere phase

Early Warning Signs

They started to appear in a rush, one at a time, blatantly warning.. leave.. leave.. now, yes now.. right now.. go just go and be safe! but just because she doesn't wanna hurt anyone, she's staying, knowing that this is the most stupidly insane decision to make, she's still staying.. and she knows, she will regret this saying, what was i thinking!

[Music] فيروز - يا سنيني اللي رح ترجعيلي, ارجعيلي شي مرة ارجعيلي

Irony

things never go her way
never the way her heart is wishing
the night she was whistling a song for him while she was heading home
happened to be the last night they spoke
she loves him still, she told me..

I miss you

I miss you more than I can say
Forever this way
My angel, my queen
through the hell you've been
I know it's for the best
And it's gonna be ok, at least for the rest
To my only true friend ..
I love you

العتاب و اللوم شرف لا يستحقه البعض

The One

"Sometimes, the right person for you was there all along, you just didn't see it because the wrong one was blocking your sight."

Toilet Books

A useful tip: Place a book around the toilet

Silent Screams, Tears in Heaven

Have you ever felt helpless, so helpless to move..
Have you ever felt like leaving the steering and just let the car go wherever it may
Have you ever felt, your heart is breaking twice.. at the same time

 Have you ever felt heavy, so heavy that the ground can barely hold you
That your move is too slow and you can barely walk
But you can't stop because you'll collapse if you do

 Have you ever missed the moments where you feel so light
That you almost could fly..
 Have you ever felt your body is rageously rebelling
Your nerves are not responding and your limbs are stubborn and revolting
Have you ever felt, your heart is getting broken twice? at the same time

 Have you ever had something to say but you couldn't
'Cause the circumstances were not at your side
The surroundings were all against you
And you just wanna say it but it's not getting out
And it's blocking all other words
That you remain speechless and silent till it's too late to say anything

Have you ever felt prisoned in your body, in your dimension, in your current time
Have you felt like your soul is loudly screaming inside
Those silent screams shattering every thought
That you just wanna vanish

Have you felt like you've been killed
and then been killed over again, but you're still breathing..

Have you ever had tears in heaven?