A dance with death on the cliff

I was gonna die when I fell from the mountain.. The problem however, is that I didn't !
That was the second time I have a near death experience, this time with a skull fracture, and for the second time I feel very peaceful and accepting to the idea that I might now be dying.. I felt peace.

I spent almost an hour with an open bleeding head, a fractured skull, a face full of blood, a wounded and shivering body at 0 temperature, waiting for a rope to climb my 10 meter way up, knowing that at each moment I might fall deeper the 1900 meters high.. My insanely shivering body was moving the stones beneath, the ones that earlier have accidentally held me from falling deeper..

After almost 40 minutes from laying there in this situation, I felt that my body was finally surrendering, the energy was massively draining from my body parts, and my conscious couldn't handle this pressure anymore, I felt I was slowly fainting, losing all power.

When the rope came in, I held it like I'd hold my soul, I used my wounded knees to climb my way up on the sharp stones, and after some struggle, I arrived to safety and dropped.

Maybe you should let them fall

"The more I try to fix things the more they fall apart"
"Maybe you should let them fall"
~ The Horse Whisperer

[Music] Welcome to my world

Welcome to my world
Step right through the door
Leave your tranquilisers at home
You don't need them anymore
All the drama queens have gone
And the devil got dismayed
He packed up and fled this town
His master plan delayed

Pleasure vs. Pain

We seek pleasure and avoid pain, subconsciously, i'm not sure how psychologically correct is that, but I've learned recently that this applies to myself.
The decisions i make are influenced by those 2 desires, seeking pleasure and avoiding pain, and if both options collide, the priority goes to avoiding pain.

This would probably apply to the "play it safe" people too, the non risk-takers, risking exposing yourself to a potential pain for the sake of a promised pleasure is usually a failed option.
The amount of pain caused by someone/something, is proportional to the amount of pleasure you felt by the same cause. The happier you are, the more sensitive and vulnerable you become.
And i'm so vulnerable at the moment.

Cruelty Free Beauty, Against animal testing

Did you know that over 80% of countries worldwide still allow animal testing for cosmetics? I've just signed the Cruelty Free International pledge and added my voice to millions of people around the world who are calling on governments to ban animal testing for cosmetics worldwide. Will you join me?

After over 20 years of campaigning, Cruelty Free International and The Body Shop are finally celebrating the end to animal testing for cosmetics in Europe. This is a ground-breaking victory and sets the stage for other countries to follow suit. With our help Cruelty Free International have an outstanding opportunity to achieve their goal - a worldwide ban on animal testing for cosmetics!

Please support the campaign and add your voice to the pledge today.

Thank you very much.

[Music] You fill up my senses, come fill me again.

You fill up my senses like a night in a forest,
Like the mountains in springtime,
Like a walk in the rain, like a storm in the desert,
Like a sleepy blue ocean.
You fill up my senses, come fill me again.

Come let me love you, let me give my life to you,
Let me drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms.
Let me lay down beside you, let me always be with you
Come let me love you, come love me again.

Let me give my life to you,
Come let me love you, come love me again.

Their love has died

She saw their love & she was sure no god wud kill such beauty..
She felt their passion & she assured no god wud let it die..
Then she found out, there is no god

[Music] Just take me back to the start

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you, tell you I need you

Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions

Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles, coming up tails

Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start

How to keep spiders out of your home with Peppermint Oil

Instead of killing spiders and ending a living being life, you can simply use peppermint, it makes the house smells nicer and a more peaceful way :)

How to keep spiders out of your home with Peppermint Oil

Simply fill a spray bottle with tap water and add 10-15 drops of peppermint essential oil. Give it a smell to make sure the water smells minty, if not add a few more drops. Then you simply need to spray the peppermint water in the cracks and gaps where spiders can enter your home.

Spiders do not like peppermint oil. The strong smell will send them scurrying in the other direction and away from your home.

For an even more potent remedy add one or two drops of peppermint oil onto a cotton bud and place in the areas where spiders enter.

It’s as simple as that!

Veganism

If I said to someone that there was a place down the road where dogs were being kept squashed up in their own faeces all their lives, or living in cages no bigger than their bodies, and if they resisted death at the end of this they were having their snouts cut off and salt rubbed in the wound and electric prods shoved up their arses or their backs broken with metal pipes if they slowed down the kill line.

If I told you that dogs were shut into a small room with a man with power tools who would catch them and stun them, which may or may not work, but only to immobilise them, not to deaden the pain, and then they would be strung up by one leg and have their throats cut and bleed to death, and the one dog watches on as the other two has this happen to them first.

Would you care?

Would you do anything about it?

When that picture was circulated of the puppies being thrown alive into a vat of boiling water, desperately trying to get out, and you thought that terrible, well now you know you know how vegans feel when chickens are strung up and then dipped alive into scalding water, and how they feel about how sheep and pigs or cows are killed.

We have woken up you see, out of the cultural programming, which makes you numb, disconnected…and frankly, completely insane.

That you can hear these details and not only carry on paying for this to happen, but not do anything to stop it happening, is a sign that….however normal you are…that you are 100% brainwashed into an apathetic stupor which is allowing the torture of billions of animals and destruction of this earth to be acted out through you, all for pleasure, greed and profit.

You have time to snap out of this and be kind before animal agriculture has destroyed this ecosystem entirely, but not much.

How you can hear or read about this and dismiss it, when you have skin flesh and blood which hurts just the same and so know how it feels, and carry on paying for it?

How can someone else’s pain and suffering not matter to you?

Are you just on automatic, programmed, unable to stop yourself? Have you lost your ability to choose the right thing, to act from a place of kindness and integrity? Doesn’t that out of controlness and the meaninglessness and cruelty of the way you are living bother you? No…just numb…apathetic…stupor…not able to feel or care about anything much really?

They've programmed you to be this way, and denying your conscience and going with your own comfort pleasure and doing what was most easy for you is what allowed them to program you. It takes a little effort, change, but its so easy once you start and there’s nothing more truly enlivening than taking your life back into your own hands and beginning to live with the right intention.

The way out of it, is to begin to act kindly to other species.

Veganism isn’t a dietary choice, it’s a new way of life, based on being awake, conscious, freed from the programming and ruthless profit driven leaders who care nothing about you, animals or the planet and are destroying this world. Its about standing up, rising out of the darkness, and taking your destiny in your hands. Choosing the right thing so that, whether we as a species make it or not, you at least get to live the rest of your life truly alive, free and knowing you did your absolute best to be kind to others and live with integrity and decency.