I like you, i wanna love you, and i wanna hate you at the same time for the bad timing, you're dangerously highly addictive, i wanna cry, and i wanna laugh with you.. you're amazing!
Monday, October 20, 2014
I just had my 2nd sleep paralysis last night, i had the first one around a couple of months ago, but it was like a drop in the ocean compared to last night..
The problem with sleep paralysis is that you can never tell what's real and what's not, i woke up so many times just to find out i was still "dreaming"..
It was terrifying, and it was real.. i ended up waking up at 2 am and scared to go back to sleep.. i hope it won't happen again!
Some people strive to achieve lucid dreaming or sleep paralysis, but i say run away as far as you can!
Friday, October 3, 2014
disposable tooth brush
Hair kit, hat
Hair scarf for sun/bandana
Nail protection, nail oil
Inflatable pillow or nick pillow
(Optional) Hammer for setting up the tents
Microwave bags, Tupper wear for water protection, water proof bag
Extra batteries for the head light
Passport - if traveling
Pen, small notebook
Credit Card, money, id, health insurance card
Portable charger, car charger, charging cable
Snorkeling kit - if snorkeling
Foot splints - for night relief
Sheets or ground cloth - to be put under the airbed
Snacks and Juices
Corn & Mushrooms for BBQ, lettuce for bread replacement (for gluten-intolerant ppl like me)
Aluminum dish for hot bbq
Sunday, August 24, 2014
my heart aches when I think about you and my whole body grieves.
The tragedy however, is that I'm thinking of you often!
not that i want us to be back or anything, I'm sure about the rational decision, but I'm angry on the destiny that put us together and then apart again..
Saturday, August 23, 2014
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Sunday, February 16, 2014
That was the second time I have a near death experience, this time with a skull fracture, and for the second time I feel very peaceful and accepting to the idea that I might now be dying.. I felt peace.
I spent almost an hour with an open bleeding head, a fractured skull, a face full of blood, a wounded and shivering body at 0 temperature, waiting for a rope to climb my 10 meter way up, knowing that at each moment I might fall deeper the 1900 meters high.. My insanely shivering body was moving the stones beneath, the ones that earlier have accidentally held me from falling deeper..
After almost 40 minutes from laying there in this situation, I felt that my body was finally surrendering, the energy was massively draining from my body parts, and my conscious couldn't handle this pressure anymore, I felt I was slowly fainting, losing all power.
When the rope came in, I held it like I'd hold my soul, I used my wounded knees to climb my way up on the sharp stones, and after some struggle, I arrived to safety and dropped.