Tuesday, January 25, 2011


I went through moments of excessive happiness lately, happiness that I didn't even imagine existed, felt like going through a piece of heaven.

Heaven is definitely worth all the non-sense it requires.

It's all about the now, you forget all sorrows in a moment of joy, you forget all happiness in a moment of suffering.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Another cig talk

A colleague has resigned because he received a job offer in Riyadh, KSA -eww- and we were talking about it during the cig break which brought the group to another subject, someone said "guys have to focus on their career at some time in their life but you girls don't have to care about yours, because, you know, you're gurls!!" I couldn't help but to laugh and say "WHAT!!" another one jumped in and said "huh, Dareen is always against oriental culture".. okay, wtf is going on!

What exactly is in the "Oriental Culture" to be liked anyway? but away from that, why wouldn't a gurl care about her career? don't we have ambition? I can confidently tell that my own ambition and goals are way more than most of the guys out there, and I DO care about my career and plan ahead for my path, I'm a workaholic and I enjoy it.
Away from my ego, and back to the society, all I can say about it, is "typical".

The way women are treated here is really frustrating and the neglected women talents are going to waste in order to focus on *more important* talents, the ones she will be using to earn her living later from the man dominating her! including breeding more sick ppl.

It's more like a trend here, to embrace traditions, deciding what's right n wrong based on predecessors' traditions which again means that we don't even have an original culture of our own.. it's extremely retrospective and builds upon history's rotted old stories.

I'm a woman, and I do dare to rebel. Die within yourself if you don't like it, and I won't care.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

A Bless

I miss the nights we spend under the moonlight on the roof each summer.. but i'm so glad you're still here, the more I see of ppl I used to call friends the more I appreciate your mere presence in my life, your pure friendship and compassion is worth more than 1000 words, it's a bless worth a lot to have you around..

Monday, January 10, 2011

[Music] FIX YOU

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Saturday, January 8, 2011

"The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved, loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves" - Victor Hugo

Thursday, January 6, 2011

What can I call it?

And I still smile when I remember ^_^ and my heart shivers of joy when i wake up, i'm in deep love with my sweet dreams..
Despair is for people who know, beyond any doubt, what the future is going to bring, nobody is in that position, so despair is not only a kind of sin, theologically, but also a simple mistake, because nobody actually knows.. In that sense there always IS hope..

Tuesday, January 4, 2011


‎"Complaining is good for you as long as you're not complaining to the person you're complaining about."