No flying around anymore..
I feel like there's a black hole right in my brain's nucleus!

Packing Buddy

It's hosted live now, but the prototype is not yet finished, however I added a sample demo to be viewed, you may visit it here.
Still needs lots of work.. I need a UI designer/developer!!

Asshole Wannabe

"You're not an asshole. You're just trying so hard to be."

It's time to hate

Prayers.. Never got answered, I pleaded & prayed till I lost my faith..
Numbing.. Never worked out..
Hating as a coping mechanism..
Works like magic!!
i HATE you :)

I'm flying without wings...

YallaStartup Weekend ~ Back to Amman

I got back last week but didn't get the time to write anything..
We're done.. and we got recognized as the most hard working team there :)
And we got positive feedback from more than 5 organizations!
our PackingBuddy rocks and soon we'll post a sample prototype online

The hardest part was the way back to Amman, 12 hours in the bus... and my feet became like the GOM player!!

Exorcism of the wireframe

Disclaimer: No warranties guaranteed for this post, or any post anyways!

We had to do an exorcism process to the laptop running the 3D part of our project this evening...
The project is going so well so far, 2 new members (a UI designer/developer, and a real good programmer girl) joined my team today so now we're 7, the components are almost ready, integrating them, getting the 4 minutes presentation slides ready, multiple interested clients and investors, all ppl around saying "Ooh that's so fucking Awesome!", programming while crossing fingers to win the first or second place...
Spent a great evening in Jummaizeh/Beirut with very nice ppl and the Yahoo! Ba66ah...

Tomorrow is gonna be the big day, we either close some deal(s), and then celebrate at one of Beirut's best places, or get disappointed and forget about it at one of Beirut's best places as well...

I played the pope role in the exorcism this evening, and i learned a new lebanese vocab first thing in the morning by one of my team members cz he didn't believe what I achieved then was actually mine!! (fannaSah)...

I'm so enjoying this event !

YallaStartup Weekend - To Be Continued...

YallaStartup Weekend is a very nice technical event at Beirut, the whole thing is highly organized.. I pitched my project idea and got enough votes to win, recruited a team of 4 developers + myself (although I highly needed a 3D designer and the event really lacked designers, but we can manage for now) and now working with the team during the weekend to get the project prototype ready by the end of Sunday... I'm so enjoying and excited... sleeping in sleeping bags and having showers at the gym section showers, working on round tables with a highly motivated and enthusiastic team...

The bad thing is, I gotta wake up very early in the morning!!

(To Be Continued...)

Roll The Dice

Do your prayers get answered?
Isn't sometimes the same result for flipping a coin or rolling a dice?
isn't random a non-reliable fact for a logical sequence?
isn't all just random?
bcz i'm not really sure anymore!

The more i know, the more i find out i don't know.....
the more i grow up, the more i get lost....

People think i love life.....
well, I'm already here, not allowed to get out of it, i have to wait, i escape to sleep, i'm trying to cope... still !
stubborn me!

”I'm a great believer in luck, and I find the harder I work the more I have of it." --Thomas Jefferson

and yet it happens again... my statements are ready in my head, but I just can't find the words to write them down!!!

Guilt

I've done something that is against my standards! I currently hate myself for that.. I was selfish enough to ignore what I knew too well..
That's probably not the worst thing that can happen, I can live with that temporary feeling of self spite, but the guilt is itching!! i'm sure it will soon fade away :)

Why?!

Why drink & drive ??!!!
when you can smoke & fly !!!

@ Libya - Random Observations

Day 1: Libya is a dry country
Day 2: Women are prohibited to smoke argeeleh in some places, but they still can smoke cigarettes!
Day 3: There are many programmer girls here, but not as good as the guys..
Day 4: There are no cinemas just like Saudi, but women can drive cars..
Day 5: I think it's Libya who invented the Arab appointments system, they are always too late.. Always!
Day 6: Shopping here is really cheap!! and a trainee's car got stolen today!
Day 7: In Libya, ppl are very kind, nice and sweet.. AND they are actually smart unlike what is being said about them...
Day 8: Flight back to Amman

Day 9: Back! Forbidden Paradise, so ironic, just as Alanis Morissette's Ironic
Day 10: Sweet November
Day 11: Flight Back....... Good Bye Libya!! first time ever i'm not excited to go back to Amman!!

Doll Face

The world is just illusion, trying to change you!

Life

This: is life

and this: is the only thing it can offer